Sunday, November 08, 2009
information overload
insufficient information
and asymmetrical information

all at the same time. argh.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
studied 'late' in the library today. cj koh library however closes at 10pm. and irritating-get-ppl-to-leave music starts playing at 945. but it brought back memories of hk and hku's 24hr library. strange how i actually stayed in the library much later back then. sometimes till past midnite. and how early i could wake up and get there in the morning. perhaps for reasons other than studying.
chances are that i wouldn't be selected for wuhan :(
gahhh. mugmugmug.
i don't like the way i'm not in control of myself, my thoughts, my life, everything. but what will be will be.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
and where?

everytime i feel i'm getting somewhere, it turns out that i'm not. what is she really thinking?
wuhan hasn't gotten back to me... i guess i shouldn't be too hopeful abt it.
uber tiredness. 4 days more.
Monday, November 02, 2009
gosh don't make me fall ill! not now!
i think i need to turn in early tonight.. gahh
Sunday, November 01, 2009
arrgh. maybe i ought have pushed it yesterday. didn't realize i was close
Saturday, October 31, 2009
poor poetry in midst of mad mugging

101 ways of saying 'no'
yet another way of telling it so
pretending to myself, not to know
but shout it, shout it; i shall go postscript: could be 3rd time lucky. or could be 3 strikes and i'm out. in which case i really shouldn't impose myself anymore
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
exam period

it's been a strange semester. i've always had a period of intensive studying at the end of the semester, the 'exam period', where i basically mug my time away. the rest of the semester were relatively enjoyable times. haha. but this semester's exams, as i planned, are rather spaced out. which is unusual, cos now is supposed to be 'exam period' already, but it doesn't feel like it yet. the adrenaline isn't pumping as it should. and my first exam is barely a week away. my preparedness, as i'd rate it, is about 5%. crap.

ah wells i don't have any more distractions. at least none that i can do anything about. application for wuhan is settled. i hope like mad i would get it. i want a snowy december :D