Tuesday, February 10, 2004
my boredom has manifested into some sort of melancholy. the thought of that girl again has drove me to write those crazy 2 previous entries. people dun noe me as that... and they'll never noe. seems like i have this incredible facade of a happy-go-lucky teenager. people would never think that you could be crying while you smile. but then i flatter myself. my dreams are no more than lust... an evil i must try hard to exterminate. i am a happy person. why would someone who has God looking constantly upon him not be? anyway im going to work veri soon. as sales associate at john little! and this melancholy would die off together with boredom. and if u dont noe... its incredibly nice to write to you sometimes shirley. u're a good friend. im thankful.