Saturday, June 19, 2004
update 4 the last wk. been feelin down. everyone at sispec is... well nearli everyone. ooc is on many people's minds, and is a major topic for conversation. sigh.
the sergeants have not been assholes yet, but then its onli the first wk. 9 more wks to go.
have been contemplating to get out-of-course but now ive made up my mind to complete bslc. still, it doesnt make things any better. im still feelin low. this book-out was much needed.

things which occured the past 5-1/2 days:
had our 'signal' lessons. im still having a bad habit of not being able to keep awake at lectures. at the end of the wk had our signal test and i pretty much screwed it up. then again, it is nearli impossible to fail any saf tests..
had our daily 5bx. did it onli twice (twice!) in the entire course of bmt. did twice as many alreadi this wk. and with run too.
runs have progressed to 5km alreadi. progress here is subjective. its more like jumped to 5km alreadi. nxt time will be 6km. physically tiring and mentally exhausting.
book out late at 5pm on saturday. never anything like this ocurred in bmt b4. damn. at least we get to book in at 9pm la.
have an entire list of items to buy. going to beach rd tmr 2 get those stuff. waste of time.
i hate the army. i hate tekong.

~depressed