Sunday, September 12, 2004
im nervous abt nxt wk. why? cos nxt wk is my soc trial and test. and since soc is a veto factor in aslc ive every reason 2b afraid of failing it. imagine having all 11 wks of hard work flushed down the drain. its too painful to imagine.
ive passed my past 2 soc alright, tho they were all rather close shaves with me going really near the 9:59 timing needed in order to pass. so naturally im worried. i cant afford to allow my morale to drop any further with me failing my soc. so the nxt wk is do or die 4 me.
enough abt worrying. i had yet dragged myself thru another wk in aslc. moved to amoy quee camp on tuesday night and did Fofo (fighting on fortified objective) on wed and thurs. Fofo was really tiring. had to climb in and out of the trenches countless times until my arms were weak and there were bruises all over my limbs. and had to climb up the darn fofo hill which was a killer. trench warfare is certainly no joke. wanted to report sick on wed but didnt. and it was a gd thing cos training on thurs was made more bearable, so getting thru it was not much of a problem.
had demolitions training on fri and the actual live firing on sat. saw abit of TNT and plastic explosives and such. din interest me much 'cept for the fact dat it was lite training, so i was happy.
have an important wk ahead. when i blog again, i hope its gd news.
ive passed my past 2 soc alright, tho they were all rather close shaves with me going really near the 9:59 timing needed in order to pass. so naturally im worried. i cant afford to allow my morale to drop any further with me failing my soc. so the nxt wk is do or die 4 me.
enough abt worrying. i had yet dragged myself thru another wk in aslc. moved to amoy quee camp on tuesday night and did Fofo (fighting on fortified objective) on wed and thurs. Fofo was really tiring. had to climb in and out of the trenches countless times until my arms were weak and there were bruises all over my limbs. and had to climb up the darn fofo hill which was a killer. trench warfare is certainly no joke. wanted to report sick on wed but didnt. and it was a gd thing cos training on thurs was made more bearable, so getting thru it was not much of a problem.
had demolitions training on fri and the actual live firing on sat. saw abit of TNT and plastic explosives and such. din interest me much 'cept for the fact dat it was lite training, so i was happy.
have an important wk ahead. when i blog again, i hope its gd news.