Wednesday, February 25, 2004
haha. met all three of the pretty girls today at work. they dun seem too frenly tho, so i did not really approach 'em. i dun think i dare to aniwae. but at least i have frens dat i can talk to at work, and my supervisors are nice as well. there was kinda of a mix-up at clearance todae and couple of the girls seem to have it real bad - with money and all involved, but i have yet to make a clearance at the end of the day. tink i would try tmr, and seeing the bad experiences the others had im determined to do a perfect job. God bless me. gonna sleep now... sales preview starts tmr and i would have to work 4 the whole day, so i had better get some rest.
Monday, February 23, 2004
hehe. there are some pretty girls at work and i manged to see 2 out of the 3 of them today. haha. work's good, tho it gets rather tiring and boring when the times abt 2 hrs or so to knock off. that time is yawn-time but u cant sleep cos u would have 2 b prepared for the final burst when the store closes and clear up. but other than that everything's fine, and i rather enjoy working much more now than i was a yeo's merchandiser. and im getting rather skilful as a cashier as well. haha. least i get to learn a new trade. downside is tat l'pool got kicked out of the fa cup. by portmouth. and lucky 4 me i didnt watch cos i would have swore my guts out if i did. the team needs a radical shakeup... and if they dun qualify 4 the champions league then houllier is gonna get the sack. and i wouldnt feel sorri 4 him.
Saturday, February 21, 2004
off todae so i'll write on u again dude! hehe. work has absolutely been a blast. im enjoying myself and i could stay on until for another month i tink. see i always have those short spurts of interest which realli gets me enthusiatic. but i dun think i would b able to. got to buff up on fitness b4 entering ns wat. anywae my supervisor got rather impressed my i told her im from hc. hmm... seem to people that those from good schools are all smart and all... but i dun feel a bit smart at all! hear dat peeple! we all have to learn things b4 we know how 2 use 'em, so all its counts is effort. i firmly believe that. no pain no gain. and success is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. and i perspire a lot, see. haah. love work, love the girls at work, love life... at the moment. thank You Lord!
Friday, February 20, 2004
been at work the past couple of days and didnt realli have the time or energy to update my blog. but the past couple of days have been rather fulfilling cos i finally got back to work. praise the Lord. work is rather light and thankfully my supervisors are all very nice people. they seem 2b in some sort of a great fluster to prepare the store for the GRS - that is, the great robinson's sale - but still my workload is rather light. and thank God im able to cope with my cashiering duties as well. phew. so, a great way 2 sign off a great couple of days wif my blog entry then. i start work at 1:45 todae so i best b getting ready soon!
Sunday, February 15, 2004
i tink i'll update this blog as frequently as i can right now cos i start work from next week onwards. great. i cant wait. i had enough of slacking and lazing and idling this week. but if cell grp meeting was good yesterday then service today was even better. i certainly hope im a step closer to God than b4, tho i realli have to clear out my doubt and disbelief within me if i were to reach the next level. anyway im looking 4ward to the job oso becos i am rather tight financially. ive been spending too much lately, and i realli have to earn my keep. dats all i tink. yup.
Saturday, February 14, 2004
haha. valentine's would been over in like 40 mins. hmm... u wanna noe wat ive done todae? haah. i din go out with my teamates... which i realli wanted to till i changed my mind in the last minute. dont even mention it. sighz. its painful. i wont write abt it until i get it fixed. but i got myself a hot date... a hot date wif the Lord! yup. dint go too badly... infact i felt revitalised afterwards and had made an important decision with my life. actually superficial realli... but it'll go a long way, deeply. i hope. anywae dats abt wat i wanna say. i'll update abt this 'decision' nxt time asap, blog.
heya! it valentines day! not that it concerns me that much. =( i aint have a hot date todae. haah. but somehow im not feelin as lethargic today. mayb cos i got up at 6:30 to jog 4km. hmm... brightens up my day tho i feel bit tired and sleepi after shower. but ive been sleepin too much lately. think im gonna go out wif a few other frnds todae who are under the same pathetic circumstances as i am. =) and im lookin 4ward to cell grp meeting... which of cos would be my first! yeah! my first cell on valentines. hee... gotta mean smthing. well if no one else is gonna accompany me today, at least i have the Lord with me. yup. today is gonna be a great day. yeah!
Thursday, February 12, 2004
yeah! l'pool finally won a game. got a nagging feelin dat they might draw the next one, perhaps lose a couple b4 going on a winning run and another losing streak again. haha. the story of their season. they simply do not have the faith of fans at the moment. couple of years back, u've expect them to win every game at anfield... now anfield's a place for wolves to take points. darn. anywae it certainly perked up my day a little, esp. since i've been in the doldrums lately. having no impetus in my life realli kills me. and so i turn to the Bible. and miraculously i realli feel better. 'tho l'pool going on a winning run would help too. so plsplspls owen... start scoring again. n btw... stevie g rox. yeah!
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
i had a nightmare this morning. yup. woke up at 7 and then i fell asleep again and it was then i had that nightmare. i think the nightmare lasted like an hour and i woke up at eight relieved it was all a dream. anywae the nightmare is abt my 'a's. i dreamt to have an 'abbb' grade, and it was, by my lofty standards (haha), real bad. funny how such nightmares seem so real when you are asleep but so ridiculous when ure awake. anywae in that nightmare i had my primary school teacher giving me my results. duh?! well it onli goes to show how worried i am abt my results. people always say they dont judge u purely based on wat u've achieved in exams but 4 the person u re. i tink thats just bull. people care abt results. sometimes more, nothing less. so go away u hypos who claim to care nothing abt grades. everything centers abt grades in s'pore. grades are abt the onli standard to see if u'll make it here. and yes its true. all students agree: this suck.
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
my boredom has manifested into some sort of melancholy. the thought of that girl again has drove me to write those crazy 2 previous entries. people dun noe me as that... and they'll never noe. seems like i have this incredible facade of a happy-go-lucky teenager. people would never think that you could be crying while you smile. but then i flatter myself. my dreams are no more than lust... an evil i must try hard to exterminate. i am a happy person. why would someone who has God looking constantly upon him not be? anyway im going to work veri soon. as sales associate at john little! and this melancholy would die off together with boredom. and if u dont noe... its incredibly nice to write to you sometimes shirley. u're a good friend. im thankful.
watever can i do | to stop thinking of u | this mere thought | which numbs me | knowing that | we're not meant 2 b | ur in my dreams every night | i cant forget u (try as i might) | your beautiful eyes | that sweet smile | your fragrant hair | but it has come to now... i will let go in silly hope u'll return
Monday, February 09, 2004
i love your smell | the way u smile | the way u talk | the way u walk | u're in my mind | all of the time | u're not with me | smthing i cant bear to see | i think u know | (i dream of you) | if u're in my shoes | that u're just beautiful | i do not tear | but i just feel torn... why dont u feel the way i do