Wednesday, September 24, 2008
monotony
wake up in the morning. go to work. get home from work. sleep. repeat.
been thinking a bit since this routine is what i'm going to suffer from in the near future. why am i created just to do this? more importantly, why am i studying so hard now just to gear myself up for this? how i envy those who can live their lives footloose and fancy-free, without a care in the world. i am not like that. i'm a worrier. i go into fact-patterns and think of liabilities. i look at transactions and see risks. i'm taught like that.
or maybe i'm just emo because it is the mid-sem break and it feels exactly like one. wake up. study. go to bed. thinking abt how i would not be able to enjoy myself in hongkong on the back of a bad sem. gah.
shut up and study delai. think abt open skies, abt climate change, abt relevant & admissible and abt the rule of law.
wake up in the morning. go to work. get home from work. sleep. repeat.
been thinking a bit since this routine is what i'm going to suffer from in the near future. why am i created just to do this? more importantly, why am i studying so hard now just to gear myself up for this? how i envy those who can live their lives footloose and fancy-free, without a care in the world. i am not like that. i'm a worrier. i go into fact-patterns and think of liabilities. i look at transactions and see risks. i'm taught like that.
or maybe i'm just emo because it is the mid-sem break and it feels exactly like one. wake up. study. go to bed. thinking abt how i would not be able to enjoy myself in hongkong on the back of a bad sem. gah.
shut up and study delai. think abt open skies, abt climate change, abt relevant & admissible and abt the rule of law.