Sunday, May 24, 2009
last day in hk

i hate packing. but i hate leaving more. thoughts of leaving have been bugging me the past few days, even though i had exams on my mind as well. the exam was nth to blog abt. but as i thought of leaving this place, leaving this life, i wonder how difficult is it for those to leave everything behind and escape to another place. the push factor must be great, because the pain of severing a past is immense as well. as i leave this place, i know there is no chance of returning. because hk would no longer be the same. the ppl whom i got to know so well, the ppl whom i could bump into at hku, the ppl whom i meet even without arranging to meet, all of them would no longer be here.

i got my wish of meeting up with my g&l grp. other wishes are less likely to come by. the weather today reflected my mood, unfortunately. as i sat on the minibus back from causeway bay, my shoes were wet, as were my eyes. fortunately it was dark. i didn't really want to get off, but things aren't always for us to decide.

i pray for better weather tmr. i've done my shopping, and my luggage cannot take any more. but i want to see hk one more time, and rain dampens everything. hk, give me one last hurrah. i'll miss u.