Friday, June 26, 2009
hols are here again

a 10-day break b4 internship starts. i should be excited, but somehow i'm ambivalent towards free time these days. idling gets me thinking of things which i should not be thinking of. but no matter, cos i think a lot of it will be spent on revising for accounting. it's been more difficult than i thought it would be. everything's more difficult.
and there things to do. things which i do not particularly want to do, but which have to be done. like tmr's ns briefing. at selarang camp. near changi. at 830am. :(
i think i'm going to occupy myself with season 3 of heroes for the rest of the time :) exhaust all the free time!
and i think i've finally, finally decided on where to do my training contract (the new term for 'pupillage'!). somehow when i made the choice, i felt that a certain 'liverpool syndrome' came to the fore. it was typical me. typical 9-yr-old me when i made the decision to support the club of my life. and i didn't pick the biggest, meanest team there was. i probably should've and saved myself much misery, but that just wouldn't be me.

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starts with goodbye - carrie underwood

i guess it's gonna have to hurt
i guess i'm gonna have to cry
and let go of some things i've loved
to get to the other side
i guess it's gonna break me down
like falling when you try to fly
it's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life
starts with goodbye.