Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i still believe in the journey
the highlight of today are results. they are not out yet, nope. but they will be, soon. it seems odd that now it is the final year, and everyone else is worrying most about their results, that i'm unusually nonchalant about it. perhaps it is the knowledge that nothing could go that wrong anymore. 3 years of hard work have placed me in a comfortable-enough position to know that i'd graduate with a 2:1. and that is really all that matters. 3 years ago i was worried if i'd cut it in law school. now, these worries are gone. it was the aim from the start: to start the final year with a peace of mind, not worrying about finishing in the bottom half of the class.
and i've grown, too. the alphabets do not matter so much, anymore. there are much more that i treasure. i know what i want now. and i hope i've learnt enough to keep them :)
the highlight of today are results. they are not out yet, nope. but they will be, soon. it seems odd that now it is the final year, and everyone else is worrying most about their results, that i'm unusually nonchalant about it. perhaps it is the knowledge that nothing could go that wrong anymore. 3 years of hard work have placed me in a comfortable-enough position to know that i'd graduate with a 2:1. and that is really all that matters. 3 years ago i was worried if i'd cut it in law school. now, these worries are gone. it was the aim from the start: to start the final year with a peace of mind, not worrying about finishing in the bottom half of the class.
and i've grown, too. the alphabets do not matter so much, anymore. there are much more that i treasure. i know what i want now. and i hope i've learnt enough to keep them :)