Thursday, December 09, 2010
slowly slowly
and life returns to normal. there were weeks of anxiety, of nothing but notes and books and statutes and my laptop. it was followed by 2 weeks of exams, of all relief, frustration and fear. then there was liberation, a feeling that a huge load had lifted from my shoulders, and of chains unclasping from my wrists. i was free again, to do what i wanted, to come back into existence.
i put off blogging and fbing for a while. maintaining an online presence is more of a chore than fun for me. i never liked much of cyber-interaction. which is why blogging here is easier than gng back on facebook, and blogging always eases me back. in the past few days i've met up with ppl i haven't seen in a while, bought books to keep me occupied, downloaded movies i've missed (hehe), and lazed around more than a fat cat. there's plenty more to do before worklife, and adulthood, finally beckons. but i procrastinate, as usual.
and now i try to savour the moment. on the cusp of achieving something which i have wanted since i was 18. with any luck all my fears would be put to bed. 4 and a half years of hard work, and only half more to go.
life, with its many twists and turns, always turn out the unexpected. but i am thankful at how the past half a year has turned out.
and life returns to normal. there were weeks of anxiety, of nothing but notes and books and statutes and my laptop. it was followed by 2 weeks of exams, of all relief, frustration and fear. then there was liberation, a feeling that a huge load had lifted from my shoulders, and of chains unclasping from my wrists. i was free again, to do what i wanted, to come back into existence.
i put off blogging and fbing for a while. maintaining an online presence is more of a chore than fun for me. i never liked much of cyber-interaction. which is why blogging here is easier than gng back on facebook, and blogging always eases me back. in the past few days i've met up with ppl i haven't seen in a while, bought books to keep me occupied, downloaded movies i've missed (hehe), and lazed around more than a fat cat. there's plenty more to do before worklife, and adulthood, finally beckons. but i procrastinate, as usual.
and now i try to savour the moment. on the cusp of achieving something which i have wanted since i was 18. with any luck all my fears would be put to bed. 4 and a half years of hard work, and only half more to go.
life, with its many twists and turns, always turn out the unexpected. but i am thankful at how the past half a year has turned out.