Thursday, July 07, 2011
work
someone told me, "i'm already spending 99% of my waking hours at work, what else do you want from me."
so true indeed. but this is unfortunately an industry with a lot of smart ppl. ppl who do not understand what it is like to be slow. ppl who do not often make mistakes.
which is one of the reasons why i'm apprehensive of putting pen to paper tomorrow. i've made so many stupid mistakes (and been scolded for them) in the past month that i dread going to work in the mornings now. the feeling of incompetence is debilitating.
i do not mind working hard. but working hard without seeing results (or at least being appreciated) is not something that i am, or could possibly get used to.
someone told me, "i'm already spending 99% of my waking hours at work, what else do you want from me."
so true indeed. but this is unfortunately an industry with a lot of smart ppl. ppl who do not understand what it is like to be slow. ppl who do not often make mistakes.
which is one of the reasons why i'm apprehensive of putting pen to paper tomorrow. i've made so many stupid mistakes (and been scolded for them) in the past month that i dread going to work in the mornings now. the feeling of incompetence is debilitating.
i do not mind working hard. but working hard without seeing results (or at least being appreciated) is not something that i am, or could possibly get used to.